" Wot shud i do " is wot i end up asking myself these days. Its like being awake but yet hoping that u r still asleep. Things in my life have taken such an unexpected turn that i don't know where to head from here on!!!!

I am in a constant fight with myself about deciding the concourse of my life...there's a certain part of me that still yearns to learn than think of climbing the work ladder. In fact i m more comfortable in my skin thinking that i am in position where i can learn more and teach more as i m not interested in the pay scale fight.
It seems jibber jabber to me also.... but i really feel empowerd as i have more knowledge and sharpened skills at my disposable, that i can turn impossible into possible.....atleast in my work area....i m comfortable moving at a slow pace while learning at the same time than jumping thru stuff to get on the top.