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Wednesday, May 5, 2010

La La La


an interesting turn of events and life takes a 180 degree swerve!!!!!

Its as if nothing was wrong ever, nothing never left its place, nothing went missing, no time lost n no feelings hurt. I feel 16 again. Its a first love rush all over again. n so much love that i cant contain. i need sheets of paper n stacks of postcards n stupid face book to spill it all out but just never goes down!!!!

its all pink n red n clouds n roses n candy n chocolates!!! everything makes sense n nothings wrong. I don't feel ugly or fat or daft or crazy anymore!!! i m the princess of my fairytale, i m the Movie star of my own Romantic movie, n it doesn't sound mental at all.

i love all that i m feeling right now. its immense n beautiful n never ending. its like summer vacations, n like rain on a hot day, n like standing under a waterfall. its like nothing i know n yet i try n compare!!!

My life seems complete. I used to think u need a career n a good mound of money n a big house n a bigger car to feel right......but all i need is Him n everything else would just fall n place. it has to, because we deserve it!!!!