i dnt kno where to begin from. there's so much going on in my head from past year n a half and i just cudnt find the time to put it down in words. i fell out of love, fell right back into it, found a lost friend , lost another friend. became responsible but the reason is now lost. Ran after my dear dream but cudnt reach out to hold it in my hands. fell for my best friend.
Was rejected and ignored and thrown out of someone's life just like that.
dreams have seized to exist, they have stopped somehow. i just live today and expect tomorrow to come with no plans, no motive, no reason, no hope.every freakin day is same, all of them , start to end. it freaked me out and sent me into a shell, cudnt come out,i wasnt ready, wasnt ready to take on the cape again.
love is a distant dream, passion is non existnent and desire has died long ago. the only craving that i carry is for books and movies. my only saviour, they are. keep my head in place.
Found a lot of backpackers along the way, carrying same kind of load on their back, became friends and partners for happy times. there are no sad days anymore, not even sad moments. i love all days, i love all around me. i have somehow attained Postivity.
