Something in me died today and the worst part i dont know how to cry for it. There's a friend of mine who probably mattered to me more than anyone i have in my life. We had some really fun time together and he was the only one who could understand me exactly the way i wanted to be understood. Now he tells me that he can't help ignoring me because i have not kept up with smartness level he had decided for me.

He wouldn't accept me as his friend for i let the very same people who hurt me to be a part of my life again.