WHY?

Why is it that sometimes you have all the answers with you but no solution seems to come around? Why would there be such a chaos of thoughts and reasons where just a yes or no would suffice?

I m what i am and i m finally getting to what i am . what if knowing myself, carving out myself requires some unwanted decisions??? Does it mean i should stop and not do it for the fear that my friends would think that i have lost my sense of judgement? We all have failed some tests in life, but it has only helped us to know what to do n what not to do. Has'nt it?

Why should be questioned by others for subjecting my life to difficulties, when i know these very difficulties are the lessons of my life. And every decision i make is the test i give for learning that lesson. Its my Report Card, i m my own teacher, my own student. All i need you to do is to never let me stop learning.

There are certain things in life that turn back the clock for you no matter what. i so wanna bust that clock!!!

NOT DECIDED YET

I have a map but i have lost my Compass!!! I have my plans but i have lost the directions!!!
Thers so much i always wanted to do......that i still want ....that i can do right now but the Light is still not there, the fire is missing!!!!
The "Why" of my being is just lost somewhere between the clouds of wants and needs, and i m trying my best to find it, to catch hold of it before my time is lost for forever!!!